Done with the Pity Party..

I've decided I'm done with the pity party.. Don't mistake this with being done with massive depression, the 2 are massively different - but I figure 2 days of a giant Pity Party of 1 is enough. And in retrospect taking a big test when you have the flu, are on massive narcotics from a spinal ablation, and have 2 kids with the flu and a spouse that isn't helpful  may not be the most "conductive" to test taking.  Sooo And I didn't "fail" I just didn't get as high as I wanted SOOOO *deep breath* retaking the one portion isn't that big of a deal because I got a really high score on the first part. See I can convince myself it's not that bad.